ABBIE NORML

I like the mega gangsters b`cause of explosions. I like explosions.

Senseless

they flail about like broken ballerinas,

senseless.

the past just holds you back, i think.

best to block out entire segments

put them in a drawer for safekeeping.

big deal.

lots of artists have done jailtime,

been hospitalized, gone insane.

they kept trying to convince me i was crazy and on drugs

until i was crazy and on drugs

i just wanted to feel everything.

was that all it was…

senseless acts of destruction

frustrated because i couldnt create.

the ultimate art project…custom design a bran new human being.

noone is ever prepared,

for anything.

did i just miss a boy in brooklyn, was that it.

was i just nostalgic for handcuffs.

trying to summon your ghost somehow.

they flail about like broken ballerinas.

senseless.

lacking direction.

limbs and dreadlocks going every which way.

i can do tricks and untricks.

do i just miss a boy in brooklyn, is that all there is.

is that what all the violence was about.

we did too many drugs together, everyone keeps reminding me.

they flail about like broken ballerinas.

danger. danger.

this might hurt.

they emote like drunk italian puppet masters

waving their hands in front of their faces, like they forgot how to do airquotes.

their slurred speech full of boozy enthusiasm.

and this and this and this and this…

we drew maps.

during the off-hours we drew maps.

was that all we did…

was that what he was trying to tell me, time and time again.

i know you. i have a map of you.

here, let me draw you a diagram…

im not very good at words, just, explaining things.

but should you ever need a forearm,

or some other canvas to practice drawing skulls on…

and i had no idea welding actually worked that way.

The Undeveloped Polaroid

"What kind of fool’s so stupid to climb a mountain to do it, then climb right back down to the town without a picture to prove it" -Astronautalis

JUST KIDS

you answered the door casually shirtless,

oozing hustler sex

bloodied napkin stuffed into your left nostril

goddamn i thought.

goddamn.

if thats not the most attractive sight ive ever seen.

i never get nosebleeds and find them beautiful.

with you it fit the crimson.

i slid through the iron gates and into your arms.

like hansel and gretel we entered the dark woods.

we were just kids, after all.

theres a french term called “lover” that has nothing to do with love

and everything to do with the way objects mold to other objects

the coke gave you nosebleeds.

it made my nipples hard and my lips numb (ive written songs about this).

i needed it as much as i needed you.

i used to grit my teeth to keep the hateful words out.

the glaze over my eyes kept me from turning blind.

arm in arm,

i thought we might have been the most beautiful couple in williamsburg,

and quite possibly the whole world.


there are new tattoos on your arms that i am unfamiliar with.

that i will get familiar with.

i promised in a Portuguese church.

a boy wrote a song about me.

kindly pointing out, that i had been deceitful

and halfway to the alter already.

the undeveloped polaroid on my bicep is still fresh,

only days old, like our unborn child i choked out

in a st henri loft, surrounded by paintings.

i wasnt sure how to tell you.

sry. WE WERE JUST KIDS.

the ink is wet and sticky like the real thing.

i wipe away blood.

i forced your name into a heart, drunk in a strangers apartment.

yeah i could live with that, i thought.

sure why not.

i got it lasered off in a russian discount beauty parlor.

the laser didnt work.

only your name came off.

nothing remained that wasnt there already.

bienenkiste:

Anais Pouliot by Arno Frugier for Le Vif September 2012

ideas for a music video.

bienenkiste:

Anais Pouliot by Arno Frugier for Le Vif September 2012

ideas for a music video.

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nekocitron:

“In the Details” for KAREN Magazine Photography : Charles Howells Model : Olivia Odriscoll

nekocitron:

“In the Details” for KAREN Magazine
Photography : Charles Howells
Model : Olivia Odriscoll

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swiftdeathhorseclub:

I painted this butterfly girl today. It was a lot of fun to make, especially all the weird patterning & coloring. This is for sale if you’re interested, shanethomasswift@gmail.com for any info.
Thank you
S. T. S.

swiftdeathhorseclub:

I painted this butterfly girl today. It was a lot of fun to make, especially all the weird patterning & coloring. This is for sale if you’re interested, shanethomasswift@gmail.com for any info.

Thank you

S. T. S.

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